So I met this Japanese lady on the internet. She's very cute and I feel I love her. We first met in person for dinner.
On the second date we kissed. We've been on a few day trips together , which were fun. We've slept together a few times but she won't stay the night. According to her, her parents are too strict so she cannot tell them about me. Now, we've been together for around three months. This is quite strange as she's 28 years old.
She lives about 20 minutes away from me. She has a job that takes two hours to commute to. She spends four hours a day on the train and returns home after midnight.
Our day-offs don't conincide that often. Sometimes I see her once a week and other times it's every two weeks. We hardly ever see each other... I worry a bit as my girlfriend works for an English school, and she comes in contact with a lot of gaijin. She's pretty and they must try to hit on her. I trust her, but sometimes I do wonder.
She does call me pretty much every night to talk before we both sleep. We frequently say to each other "I love you". I often ask if she really means it and she says yes. I send her emails everyday, but she rarely replies. I just get a few emails but mostly she calls me.
I find myself bored on a Saturday night or on my day off. I might go to a bar and chat wit other girls. They'll end up asking if I have a girlfriend to which I reply yes. I think about saying no, and two timing the girl.
Is my girlfriends behaviour normal?
Do you think i'm being used?
